Apologies to the five faithful followers of my sad excuse for a blog. And I call myself a writer, among other things. Hmmm....Where have I gone these last three months? I've fallen into an all encompassing love with myself. I'd love to be able to tell you that some dashing young gent has swept me off my feet into a fairy tale romance, but that is just not the case. I am still on Match.com and it has still not yielded high results. I seem to get a lot of guys without pictures. It's one thing to be shy, but if you're not willing to put yourself out there, why would you expect me to waste my time?
Match may be the wrong avenue, but I am still keeping my hopes up. I change my pictures every few weeks to keep things current and I'm forever emailing guys who won't say even a, "hi" back. Many friends have recommended I get offline and get out into the world. I'm all for it and I'm trying. Sure, there is no excuse for not living my life to the fullest, but I'm going to give you one anyway and you can tell me to, go fly a kite, or suck an egg, or whatever other cliche you can think of.
I'M BUSY!!! I'VE BEEN BUSY!!! Plan and simple. I'm working full time in an office during the week, and driving back to NH most weekends to handle properties issues. That said, things should be slowing down in August and I'm committed to staying in Boston on the weekends and only going back to NH every other weekend for one night. Many of you will say that I need to stop working so hard and smell the roses, but I have clear goals in mind for where I want to be in my life in ten years. Of course those ten years include a husband and god willing a gaggle of children, but it also means money. As my favorite chick says, "I'm not turned on by being poor." Even if being poor means having great sex while living in a shanty town. Still not turned on.
I realize everyday more and more that I am meant to be my own boss and that can't happen if I sit on my ass. But don't fret, my pretties. I am going to be making time for me, because God only gave me this one life and I know first hand how things can change. More on that at a later date.
Is anyone on here in a young professionals group or on linked? I'm hearing that it's a good place to be. Also, since no one ever leaves comments...Is that because you can't or won't?
Oodles of noodles for now...
